Date 5/1/2023

So, I have been watching Grey’s Anatomy, and frankly I have not realized how much my life sucks and I am severely depressed. The depression isn’t getting any better, and my current primary physician hasn’t helped any in the last 8 plus years. She has only prescribed me something for my anxiety which I am over maxed out on and it no longer helps the anxiety just manages my seizures in my sleep, which thankfully haven’t been bad over the last 8 years either. Although they have gotten bad over the last 4 years. I can honestly say I have had about 7 in the last month but my stress level has been extremely high with all the issues with legal and unemployment issues.

I am working on getting my sanity back together and slowly working on getting my finances back together. I am taking it one day at a time and managing my day slowly. I have started working on Noom to lose weight, I have decided to work out more. I am working on changing my primary care physician, and getting into therapy. I think once I get these things together then maybe I can get my life back on one line instead of like a toddler coloring a picture.