date 5/18/2023

So, today I had my intake for therapy and I honestly feel like I was talking to much. I feel like I “over-shared” and I understand therapy is suppose to help, but I am not sure how things are going to go. I am going to take it one session at a time and see if she can help me, I am working on bettering myself. I am working on getting through my passed trauma and making myself be better and feel better about myself.

Additionally today, I have found out that our home warranty is not covering the air conditioner being replaced because the “technician” told the warranty people that they believed the condenser went out when the power outage happened back in January, which does not make any logical sense because we did not run the unit in January so even with the power outage and shortages we had were city wide and county wide, it was not a personal issue.

I am trying to take things one day at a time, but I am getting slowly annoyed and off beat on how I am going to deal with this and myself all at the same time. I need to keep my mind positive and keep getting things done and working towards progress. I have two cabinets left to put together and I have my mom’s diamond dotz picture done and framed, Jeffery’s bed and room needs to get back in order. This is what some things that were discussed in the intake today, that I put a lot on myself and I can’t handle it all at once.

Luna has another appointment to see how she is going, and frankly we are doing well and she is feeling better, I am just concerned with the fact that she is peeing all over my bed and floor because the prednisone that they put her on is making her pee everywhere.

Jeffery still is not wanting to be potty trained and go on the toilet, he is just not wanting to even try at this point. I am at a loss here. I am trying to figure out what my next steps are, one because I do not want him to be peeing on my bed, the floor, etc. putting him in regular underwear. I am not prepared to keep washing and cleaning up pee, I am over that part of life. Especially, since he doesn’t even let me know when he poops anymore and have his pull-up changed.